Title: all 12 of us.hey guys.
thanks team mates.
i received cny goodies addressed back from shumin.
thanks buddy. i miss our times in JC class. like totally. remembering the times we had outside our level one class, just sitting on the bench and looking at the scenery and we were talking. i rmber how we were close to ms tan and cher,val they all. the library days! hah. and you always scolding me for doing trng stuff during lectures. hah. so many memories of just the two of us yknow? (: and out of nj, the longlong chats we had... ;p. and ur cards, always man. hah. ;D
and then theres michelle. my captain. (: a valuable and the best support, partner i could have. i remembered the time you went off to cry over the change in partners for k1 and all of us went to find you around school. somehow, at tt point of time, i knew where u could be. (ive no idea why, my feet just brought me where u were.) and i saw u from far. but i didnt approach u first and i guess i just stood there and felt how painful it was to felt like u felt tt moment (just like when i 'lost' jasmin too.) yeah. felt like i couldnt give enough of me to walk up to you first as the rest come along soon later. i rmbered tt time. i rmbered popping by ur place to stay even -random or smth! even other than Njc, when we chilled out at ur house or at pizza place at 6th ave..telling u about cp and how i crazily (&badly) became the vcapt. -.- hah. and all the stuff we talked about.
theres huiying. your dad and me rushing down to the hospital and spending time with you. and i rmbered when you were having high fever, and you insist on taking k1 in the rain and end up, both of us sat at mac's platoon and just talk. you coming out from ur national k1 race finals and hugging me and i feeling proud of you. you were there for me too during the rship stuff in hall. telling me you wouldnt want me to be that affected and go crazy..etc. yeah. man, those words, i still rmber. about you, how u think such high expectations of me as a person; that sometimes i felt like i let u down or that i felt u have been hard/critic of me and i guess i felt sad. but the crucial point, u wld always be supporting me, that i know.
theres bang bang. which i only got to know you muchhh more in ntu. but i rmbered Nj, 'saying' you, asking u to be not so stable cause ur jnr partner sucks in balancing without you. hah. rmber the three numbers and the last number being capsized. in ntu, being my neighbour w hy. sometimes, the therapy thing regarding cp. hah. hanging out with you on sundays, the 'stroke' on the back. the car ride to hy's church from boonlay to changi and back, oh man, irritating gprs-chit. hah.. and just chats and nonsense we do isnt it?
theres leepie. hah. those k1 days. i guess i was really harsh towards you regarding ur k1 and running i guess. but the good thing is i managed to know ur heart a little more as i talked to you more i guess. and u have a real good heart. (: i miss ur toot toot ways. hah. the days when you/i spot me/you on the track and running tgtr!
theres xintian. hah. typical xintian is just oh so original and one of a kind! like totally. when you gonna get married! pls invite me and the team. its kinda an order. well, i guess ive always been happy for you two yknow? sadly, we dont talk much but i always hear abt you from shuminn and i bet u are a superrr great friend. and tts real cool. (: (thats a smile with a lopsided angle to it isnt it.ha)
theres vanessa. ah! the small girl protective syndrome of me. i guess i always have this internal protective feeling towards you in Nj. like worried u would get hurt by the guys and rships. but hah, nothing i would say out explicitly though. but oh well, i hope things are good for you. it sucks when u are not around for team outings but reallllyyyyyyyy good when you are around and back!!
whoo theres mindy! mindy is mindy. we trained hard in t1 back then isnt it. hm.. dont the team thinks that with mindy around, its just one whole big fun of laughter and etc. hah. i rmbered the last outing we had at ur place. it was real good. and you told me to take things easy and get a breather out of sg. mindy, dont MIA cause with you, its really good times! i hope u find a really good guy w a heart like urs. but rship, see how i guess. ha. /:
ah, theres cindy. our quartermaster and a really good caring person. full of heart. cindy, i rmbered the times you would like tc of me, ask me to keep warm. thats just so cindy - that would be my thought yknow? talking to you online q abit in canada. your passion always overwhelm me. i dontknow how you do it sometimes. but its been real enlightening knowing you. your mental will power and everything. its good that you are doing good and having good friends in nus. (:
theres rachel. i like rachel. (: the times we went kiteflying and the 'feeding'. hah. i remember you being close to michelle and i think u two make real goooood pals! (ok tts random but tt came to my mind.) your faith is amazing and i am happy with your guy. he passed 'my' test although ive yet to seen him. well, u have always been the mature girl. so yeah, i never really had to worry about you. (: keep it up okay. i rmbered twice i carried you. hah, once was our first ever chalet. and the second was in sentosa celebrating sm and van's bday. ha. i miss those times. and the smile you and i had in our photos. (:
ooh, jasmin. the HA HA outburst girl ;p. hah. we had our fun in canoeing. our short but meaningful number 9 boat partnership. the sunblock maniac, you calling me SHARK - how to not rmber! the last i heard from you, ur wrist.. i hope its better now okay! i rmbered our last team outing, i was telling michelle that the guy who gets u would be lucky! hah. cause u are happy go lucky and real great. although i wished i could share with you, your problems and share of crap that happens to you. but thats the problem w me. i rmbered when u came to kl trng with puffy eyes.. i didnt know what to say to you. and i know, i know i didnt even talk to you that first trng cause i dontknow how to face u. (didnt even give u eye contact!) it hurt. but yeah. i believe we got stronger along the way. (:
WHOO. long entry! hah. i guess such long entry is just me saying that..
I MISSSSSSSS YOU GUYS, TEAM. (:and that.. its chinese new year. and i hope u guys have a gooood meaningful cny. dont fall sick, people. and.. have a good steam boat dinner at michelle's place okay. (i like michelle's parents!ha.)
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR. (:
